Thank You, All of You (One Year on DeviantART)

So, it's been a year, huh? 365 Days.. 365.. just, jesus. I know I wasn't on for that whole time because life.. but the reason I came back was because of you guys..
My life's not perfect, no one's is, but every time I got on this site and when I was surrounded by people that cared for me.. It just warms my heart. My brain has always messed with my way of thinking making me wish to always be alone, that I must work to earn love and so on.. but you guys, every one of you have helped me and my damn ole brain to actually function with my heart and soul. All of you have given me so much love even if you didn't know it. This past year as been tough, one of the toughest years so far.. I did many things, was pulled into many things, heard and helped with many things, and broke a large promise to myself that i'd never do this one thing, but even though those hardships, I could come back to you guys, you guys, the people I am proud to call my family. Each and every one of you are important to me and you always will be to me and someone else. You aren't alone in hard times, okay? You are loved and cherished. Tsk, if it wasn't for you guys and my for my Heros on Youtube, I might not even be breathing, kind of scary, huh?
Well, a year has gone by, and I can say my art has improved along with my writing skills.. I'm proud, but I do believe I'm getting sloppy again, but hell with it, i'm practicing. No one can be perfect but i'm going to damn right try to get better for you guys that's for sure. I've gained 49 watchers in this one whole year on DA, and many are my inspirations.. It just amazes me so much and a girl like myself from a quiet, drug infested town has gained friendship and is trying to find a road to go on for college and life. I have so many plans for the future, and one is, I know, to stay here.
It's funny, on my old and first account on DA, I was actually underaged. Someone must of found out and reported me and still to this day I can't do anything on that account, but hell with it. Once I became of age, I created this one, the account by the name of TheGirlInTheCorner21. That's such a shitty name, what the hell was I thinking? I really do wish I could change it, but awh hell with it. Looking back at the first ever picture I put up on this account was actually a picture of an OC one of my inspirations (who is also my first watcher) I did.. then that followed by a really, REALLY stupid Creepypasta OC of mine.. God, looking back at old me makes me cringe.. But over the months as I gained more loved ones and more people I cal pull together to call family.. It just warms me and reminds me it wont always be dark.
You guys have helped me to the extreme and now i'm going to go over every single one of you lovely people and tell you how I see and love you..
Here we go. 49 people starting from first watcher- GO

(April 5 2013) My first watcher and a large inspiration for me to actually start drawing, thank you.

(April 18 2013) My second watcher. Your art looks very good, keep up the good work, thanks.

(April 27 2013) Oh, my sweet Wifey. I've told you so much about me, more then I have ever told another living soul. You are always there for me, as I am for you. Thank you so very much..

(April 27 2013) I haven't actually spoke with you before, but thank you for watching me anyways making me believe I can succeed.

(July 13 2013) I still can't believe you are watching me.. I was so happy and surprised when you did. You're an insperation to me and I love your art.

(July 20 2013) Your writing.. Jesus, it's fantastic. You are a great person, and keep writing, you could turn into another John Green! Thanks a good thing.

(August 3 2013) So many fun roleplays. I was always waiting for the next reply when we did, but when you finally replied I felt infierior. Heh.. You're a great gal.

(August 2 2013) You lovely English man you. You'll go far if you keep it up, I really appreciate what you have done for me in the past. Thanks.

(August 4 2013) Heh.. I'll never forget out Family. March on.. I always wanted to talk you Sarah more, but I felt like a burden and shushed myself away. You are a great artist.

(August 7 2013) Always wanted to talk with you more.. It was fun writing that FF for Insane SkyXEndybrine. Got me fame for a little while and I felt loved.

(August 9 2013) We had some fun, yeah? I'm sorry I always shyed away from talking to you.. You really are a nice gal.

(August 10 2013) I shyed away from you a lot as well, you seem like such a great person. Nice art by the by.

(August 10 2013) I actually don't remember talking with you, but my memory sucks.. but i'm glad you are here.

(August 10 2013) Same as the others. Didn't remember talking with you, but i'm glad you are here and know that I love you.

(August 19 2013) I'm glad you watched me, it means so much.

(August 21 2013) Thank you so very much for watching you lovely thing.

(August 25 2013) It's sad to see that you and, like, 3 others are active still on their Insane Youtuber accounts, but time goes by and so do different things. We'll never forget when we were all together. We still are, just maybe not always on the Insanes.

:icon-InsaneMarkiplier: (August 26 2013) Heh.. Just to think, If I never made my Ask-Insane-Yamimash account i'd never be able to  meet the most amazing zombie I have ever come to know..

(August 28 2013) I didn't speak with you much, but thanks you watching, it means loads.

:iconSuelantand: (August 31 2013) Thank you for watching you amazing gal.

(September 3 2013) I'm sorry you deactivated, but for whatever reason, I hope you're having a good life.

(September 4 2013) I like your work, keep it up you adorable thing.

(September 8 2013) Oh Ricky.. Ricky.. Ricky.. I can't thank you enough.. I can't even put into words how much I can for you and love you. Just.. Thank you so damn much. You will always be the best wittle zombie ever. I'll always be here for you.

(September 16 2013) You've helped me out loads as well Danny.. Jesus, you lovely gal, just thank you so much for just being awesome, staying strong, and being great. I'll always be here for you.

(September 18 2013) I haven't talked with you before you lovely person, I hope things are going well.

(September 22 2013) CHUUUU that it all.

(September 29 2013) Nice name, mines tired, jesus hello beautiful.

(September 29 2013) ALL THAT WRITING MY GOOD RICKY

(October 7 2013) You beautiful wonderful thing you.. I hope things are going well.. You mean so much.

(October 28 2013) I'm sorry things aren't going well for you right now, and I should have helped you as you have helped me.. You really mean lots.. things will get better I promise you.

(November 12 2013) DUDE THANK YOU FOR WATCHING, AND DUDE, YOUR COSPLAYS ARE PERFECT-

(Noveber 16 2013) Never seen a brunette fish before, interesting!

(November 17 2013) And that you are my dear, that you are you lovely dear.

(November 19 2013) Lots of fun rp's, huh? I was shitty at times, sorry-

(Nobemver 19 2013) WARFSTACHE

(November 23 2013) I actually watched a good amount of Mutahar, he's pretty funny, and a all around interesting guy.

(November 27 2013) Hell yes, you got a badass name. Sweet.

(November 20 2013) I really hope things are going well where ever you are. You are loved, okay? You mean loads, never forget that.

(November 30 2013) I'm really sorry for shying away from you before.. I'm really awkward.. meh. Still love you-

(December 6 2013) I like your art, it's very nice sugar~

(December 6 2013) Oh you badass gal. You ish cool in my book.

(December 14 2013) Your nam has Karkat in it, you're always in my awesome suace book.

:iconJayfligh200: (December 17 2013) Even though you deactivated, I hope things are going well for you..

(December 18 2013) Your sketches are pretty awesome, man-

(December 23 2013) I already like Yin and Yang, so you must be pretty awesome-!

(December 27 2013) YOUR ART IS SO DAMN CUTE, OKAY?!

(January 1) My first watcher of the new year, big thanks to you for that bud.

(January 19) WHERE'S THE BLAAAAACKSMI- Oh there you are.

(March 22) My latest watcher, thank you so much, you amazing little thing you.

But that is every single one of you that have watched me. I'd like to say more but it's about 3:04 in the morning and after snacking on junk alright and writing for NanoWrimo i'm pretty tired and i'm sick as well.. Plus I got bad news that my father has skin canser, but let's not ruin the moment we have now. I love every single one of you in your own quinine way and others do as well. You are never alone, and you will always be loved. Thank you for one.. Great Year.
I'll never forget this great year we've had. Never in a million years.
I've grown as a person and so have all of you.
Just.
Thank you.
~Emiri